Week 6

Tired..

 Basically that's me this week.

I have a slight bit of nausea but not to much.

I have my dating scan tomorrow so I will hopefully have a picture and Due Date to share.

I started back at work today, boy I'm buggered.

 Toby loved his first day at daycare so we were happy for him to be there part time.

I will give you another update tomorrow 

Love and Happiness.

      

Week 5

Well it's finally sinking in.

I have a tiny little person growing in my belly.

I feel.. 

Sick, Shocked but I am kind of excited.

I hope this Nausea doesn't hang around for long.

I don't even remember being this tired.

I possibly have the most wonderful understanding husband in the world, who informed me last night that he is in love already and cant wait to meet our little jellybean.

I am in love with my growing family and am truly excited to be adding to it.

 

Dear Little Person..

I have only just found you,

But I love you already.

I know I cried a lot when I read that you were there,

But it wasn't because I didn't want you, I was just shocked.

I know that you are there,

I can feel it.

You have a beautiful little brother and handsome daddy,

We are very happy for you to come and join our family.

We love you so much little person,

Thank god for blessing us with this.

Whats inside my head! Random but interesting.

My favorite colour is Pink,

It's girlie and I just adore it.

I drink a lot of hot chocolate,

I drink other things as well but i love hot chocolate over any tea or coffee.

I am a big kid,

I love to go to theme parks and go on all the rides until I start to feel sick.

I want to travel overseas when Toby gets older,

Bali and Hawaii are at the top of my list,

I would also love to see Paris.

I remember almost 90% of my dreams,

Yet they are alway's random and don't make a lot of sense the next day when I remember them.

I love Chinese food,

It is my takeaway of choice and I could quite easily eat it everyday if I could afford it.

I am irrationally scared of robbers,

This stems from my car getting stolen in 2009 by some teenagers who stole all the things worth anything in it then burnt it out.

I heard then breaking into it at about 4.30am and it was a surreal experience for me.

My Favorite movie of all times is the Titanic,

Something about Leonardo in that movie just makes me fall in love with him.

I got a lapband when I was 18yo,

It was a huge decision and not something to choose lightly,

I wasn't extremely over weight but I was having trouble with my joints and self esteem,

Believe me it was not the easy way out like so many people believe it is.

I still eat well and work hard to keep on top of my weight issue's.

I have had one knee reconstruction and am currently waiting to have a second one,

I'm not sure how I will go having a baby while on crutches so it will be interesting.

My dream job is to be managing a Fashion Store and playing in gorgeous clothing all day long.

In five years from now I see myself working my dream job,

having my wonderful hubby by my side and two precious little boys.

                              

PND Update

For those few that like to keep up with my story. 

I still have my days where I have to work a little harder to smile,

Sometimes getting out of bed is a struggle.

I enjoy my friend's company a lot more than what I was.

I have time that I will pick a fight with Jarryd over something so stupid that he will ask me if I'm still taking my medication,  

what gives me away must be the fact that I burst into tears,  

Storm off and take them.

Jarryd stands by me when I don't even want to stand by myself,

He drive me crazy but at the same time keeps me sane.

I have decided to go back to work and Toby will be going to Daycare 3 days a week.

It's a big step for me but I think it will help get me back on track.

It could also send me out of control!

We will work on that bridge when we get to it.

As some of you may know Toby is almost 10 months old now,

He crawls everywhere,

  climb's everything,

         pull's everything out but boy is he cute.

Playing with our friends puppy, Duncan.

Thank you all for tuning in.

Love and Happiness,

Jay and Toby xo  

Day 2 of Baby in his own room

Last night we lasted 3 hours,
I know not very long but he slept a little..

Tonight we are still going,

Jarryd and I haven't gone to bed yet.

We are trying the Save Our Sleep method so fingers crossed.

Much Love,